Am I too judgmental? Probably. No doubt.
God is merciful and forgiving. No one who comes to Him seeking forgiveness and healing will be turned away. And that goes for every single sin in the book.
So who am I to judge? No one.
But here's the thing. A couple of weeks ago, there was an ABC news special on the Crisis. One of the priests they "found" who'd been convicted of a child-related sexual crime and was still in ministry was a priest in Evansville convicted of posession of child pornography. I had done a couple of searches of the Evansville paper online to see what the reaction of his parish was, but had come up with nothing. Until today, when the New York Times ran a story on him (link requires registration).
Here's what disturbed me most: the reaction of some of the parishioners.
After his prison sentence was complete, the priest was assigned as a hospital chaplain. Protests happened. But over at Holy Trinity parish:
So Father Vogler registered as a sex offender with the police department and filled in for vacationing priests around the diocese. People at Holy Trinity said they prayed he would become their pastor.
"His first line, before anything happened, he said, `I am a public sinner,' " Carol A. Anslinger, the organist, recalled of Father Vogler's first homily. "The whole church melted. The people opened their arms up with forgiveness."
...Even as they express unease at Father Vogler's past, there is clear relief that it was pornography and not sexual abuse.
"There weren't any children crying to their parents," said Charles Burns, 50, a postal worker who has attended Holy Trinity for a decade. "Father Jean was hurting himself, he was hurting his ministry. He wasn't hurting anyone else."
Memo to the world, including Charles Burns: Pornography is not a victimless crime. He participated in it by purchasing and supporting it. He contributed to the horrendous victimization of many, many children. I mean, I have to say, at the risk of incurring your wrath, we're not even talking about "regular" pornography here (which is not a victimless crime either, but at least involves adults) - we're talking about a guy who...well, you get the idea.
Anyway. I just don't know, and it will take some time for me to sort this out. We all stand before God as sinners, including our priests and parish ministers. It is wrong to place them on pedestals or expect them to be models of anything but sinners open to the mercy of God. But something about this story makes me very, very uncomfortable. Maybe you can help me out.